feelings

it's amazing how your frens have more faith in you then you have in youself. i guess it really helps. to have such frens. thanks.

realised tt pms really does affect my mood. recently felt more light-hearted and less depressed. which is good lah. really appreciate the fact tt i'm still in touch with my sec frens. amazed at how time flies. many of my frens are attached. and i wonder when will it be their turn to get married? ahaha~ i realised i rather like attending weddings. i juz attended one and was the jie mei of the bride. an eye-opener i muz say. hahaha was beginning to hope tt i will get the chance to be the jie mei for all my frens tt i am closer too. but my fren reminded me tt i can only be jie mei for no more then 3 times. damn~ is tt really true?

tots

still got one more paper on the 30th nov~ last paper last paper!! can't wait for it~

strange. really dun feel exceptionally happy tt exams ending. not tt i was happy in the first place when exams starts. really dun see the pt of exams. bleah

anyway daniel, if you read this blog, want to tell you tt come to NUS lah~ complete your degree in 2.5 yrs time. good deal mah~ dun have to wait until 4 years. think of the $$ saved~ SMU ex lor... hoho ok lah i muz admit the place not very easy to get around but you can stay in hostel dan no nd to worry alr. somemore got viv and me~ we sure "look out" for you one. come~ come NUS lah. haha.

time really flies. so fast 1/2 a sem alr. still got 2 yrs more. this year nv join any cca or stuff. NUS really very dynamic. too dynamic. haha. tell

Lazy me

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry. At work and school, you do best when your analyzing. When you love someone, you tend to be very giving. In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out. Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry. You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

Dear All~

Dear All,
If you still do ever check this bloggy, thanks for readin it. Coz school is too terrible for me to handle~ I shall announce the temporay "shut-down" of this bloggy for now till my hols bah.

Many stuff has indeed happened over the past few wks~ I admit I'm a slacker thru and thru~ I'm too lazy to blog what has happened (the good and the bad)

But I want to extend my heartfelt thanks to each and everyone of you who has made my 21st birthday a memorable one esp poh,mei,jing and karen.

Thanks poh, mei and jing for the romantic picnic and all your presents to me. I know you muz have spent plenty of time sourcing, crackin ur brains over what to get for me as well as wrapping all those presents (Ps: I LOVE everything esp the hand-made photo book!). Special thanks to jing as the secret guest to my picnic and the musical box! You all really made my day when i was feelin very down. :oD

Thanks to karen for the earrings i LOVE them! :oD and the special card and for remembering the stuff i sed.

Thanks ZY for your overseas sms~ haha!! although muz tell you the sms was one day late! ;oP think it's the time lag thingy right? anyway~ now i know your tel in aussie~ muahahah!!!

I also want to thank all my juniors and many many others who made my birthday a memorable one!! :oD

Once again~ thanks for everything and most imptly~ thanks for being my fren and accepting who i am and all my weird habits. :oD I'm not very good with my words but I want to let you all know that your efforts are all appreciated by me! :o) *muacks*

Xiao S

Oh my oh my was watchin the entertainment news recently. Xiao "S" is pregnant!! but according to her it was a marriage of love but still~~ hai~ but I still love her guts!

Yay Am feelin a lil better~

Well, had been "busy" preparing for my advance placement tests which is like a goner for Mgt Science (coz i can't even do 10 %) of the questions! it was really useless studyin for it! *luckily nv really did* hee~ the lecturer for MS even "whispered" rather loudly, "they think they can dun take this module~" (-_-") yes, imagine the trauma...

As for Op Mgt, ok lah tt one was Open-Book!!~~ hahaha~ heng got senior's notes to refer too~ it was good in a way and bad. coz actually the questions all rather tricky. not as straightforward as Poly stuff. got notes = to no notes in a way. hate them! somemore if correct is 2 mrks, wrong minus 2 mrks. shit lah. cannot ti kam~ dan for the balance it was calculations no time to complete all of them. forgo 20mrks alr... shit~

CRY CRY CRY~~

Next week got rag day~ it's a month long thingy whereby we build floats outta recycled stuff. so it's really environment friendly. but really tedious at the same time coz the floats are huge. the theme is retro. dunno wanna go or not. hahaha~ realised i wasn't in my grps mailing list so did not receive majority of msgs posted in our yahoo grps. (-_-") dunno wat's goin on. Last Sat supposed to haf grp outing. Apparantly only 3 ppl turned up for the KTV session~ wah really sad ah~ OGL, one councilor and ath freshie~ hahaha~ actually can make it one but supposed to be at home *ahem "studyin" but totally resented the tot and cudn't absorb anything finally went KTV with ms grapes. hohoho~ made me feel better at least i felt i had social life~ whahaha~well,lookin forward to nxt KTV session. Anyone?!

Ytd went for my last advance placement test which ended in the afternoon. Saw my OGL and other seniors building the side props. wah i tell you they really pro... there's this guy who took 1 day to build a miniature plane *think those kind of model planes* out of some planks of wood. and apparantly ytd he built a miniature car or sumthing. really cool~

Vivien joined me aft her last paper. hahaha the both of us do those simple simple no brainer ones. jus paste newspapers on small cardboards. really brain dead. there's this twins who were at e same table as us. well it took quite some time for me to realise tt they were twins so when i finally asked them they were like *dot dot dot and there was ath girl she was like "YES! they are twins!" and i was like "AH~ only realised it now~" (-_-") but they pretty leh cool ah! imagine havin a copy of ourself n both looks good~ heh heh~

Well, left at 6pm. Wanted to stay on but fingers were like those wrinkled prunes so cannot cannot... need to stop. had to go home also. hahaha alr took an informal day off from "work" heh heh.

actually wanted to meet up with ms tay but she 3:45pm dan wake up~ wah i tell you~ really gud life ah!! hahaha. anyway ms tay, it's either Luo Bing or Tangy or Tangy Berry NOT Luo Berry~ sounds totally off man~

NKF Cancer Show

Am watchin the NKF Cancer Show now. V sad. esp the children part. there's this 7 yr old boy who had his leg amputated due to bone cancer...

S*** lah!

feelin d*** irritated. feel cheated. feel unwanted. feel no life. feel can't make it. feel like crappin. PMS!!! i HATE you!!!

Recent Happenings

Been busy at camp recently~ had an enjoyable experience but had to cut it short coz parents requested me to cum back early to help them out.feelin a bit resentful on tt part. Started feelin tt i seem to sacrifice many stuff coz i feel emotionally responsible to help my parents out. Coz when i see my dad move around carryin heavy stuff even when his leg hurts i feel tt he very poor thing also.... haiz~ FYI: for those who don't know y his legs hurts it's coz apparantly there's no more/not much soft tissue at his knee joints. so imagine it is juz bone rubbing against bone. Ouch~

Sorry Mei and Bao tt I can't meet you all. See you all ath time.

For those out there whose parents do not require to do stuff, you better enjoy the time you haf man~ hahaha~ anyway, the camp was fun fun fun minus the weather. was at Sentosa playin all those games and stuff but it kept drizzling. kanna blindfolded at nite for an extremely long period of time until eyes pain and the wait was like damn long. but ok lah. the make-shift slide was fun.

heard from our orientation grp leader tt the guys in our grp were the most gentlemen coz during the fright hse they did not ask the girl to go first whereas for the other guys in the grp they actually asked the gals to go in front of them first. (FYI only a couple got to go into the hse for each round) Muz admit was rather freaked out.

When we first entered the room, it wasn't tt bad. but when we came to ath dor, i realised i was walkin in front which is = to me kanna scared first so i forced the guy to walk in front of me. the funny part was he started to use those army tactics tt he learnt (think: fei hu dui scene). hahahaha~ anyway, we were walkin along this ultra long corridor wif all those doors at the side dan he kept tellin me tt the doors might spring open any time. wah lao~ really freak me out lor. dan at the end of the corridor there was this lady sitting there wif her long hair over her face (think: typical sadako look) well the guy act smart lah he was like foolin around kneeling down and "prayin" to the "ghost" dan when we least expected it, the lady actually sprang out from her chair and SCREAM at us lor!!! wah lao~ i tell you tt was one loud scream~ damn freaky! my poor ear drums.... hahaha well aft tt we were told to split up with me goin into the girls toliet where there were 3 ghosts in total i was like puttin my hands to my ears and tellin the "ghosts" to dun scream at me~ wah~ heng ah~ ears was saved,.

Actually still got many thing but auntie not much of a good writer so i shall stop here for now. :o)

Quiz Time~

Orange is your Lightsaber color.
Orange represents energy and enthusiasm. It also
symbolizes strength and endurance. People with
orange lightsabers are curious about life, and
the world around them. Fascination catches them
at every turn, and they are creative enough to
understand life's potential.

What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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kill me

kill me.... did some major shiftin today....ARGH!!!! so many things to move... dunno how my parents tahan... i just helped my mum on one shelf... just ONE shelf leh... and it's not even the full shelf.... aiyah... too long nv exercise alr. no stamina. feel quite bad. supposed to help parents but seems like not much help...

Weird Stuffs

CASE 1

Anyway, abt my stupid cam, well before i actually went back to the shop to demand an exchange and stuff i went to the Canon show room at Funan to check with the ppl there whether it was "normal" for the screen to be like tt. Seems tt it was~ so i kinda try to explain to them the reasons for being panicky and stuff (coz of the px and got it from Sim Lim). Aft sayin my thanks~ moi went away aft dazzling them wif moi's wunderful, yellow teeth smile b4 makin my way up to Challenger to look at some cases for moi's cam.

So there i was, happily walkin walkin walkin.... lalallala~ when Tadah! I saw a MIRROR~ yes. wat's so exciting abt a mirror right?! well, miss lim here had a rather ominous feelin abt myself. so went up mirror smile and ARGH!!!!! CHILLI STUCK ON MY FRONT TOOTH (or rather the tooth beside it) well well~ damage done~ shall not return to Canon ShowRoom at Funan IT Mall.

Thanks dad for chilli noodle.

CASE 2

Lalalala~ listen to the rhythm of the falling rain~~~ pitter patter~ yup was raining raining raining~ n it was lunch time need to help aprents buy lunch at canteen so being the "filial" daughter tt i am i went to the canteen lah!

dan guess wat?! SLIPPED right infront of canteen main entrance landed on one side of moi's knees PAIN man! now is blue-black~ sobz~ need pretend not pain~ lallalal~ continue walkin into canteen to buy food. note tt NO ONE offered to help~ *sad* but all Uncles so no thanks. hahaha~

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Well, nuff of weird stuff.

Intro you all to webbie go read go read~ steal from ZY

http://outpostnine.com/editorials/teacher.html

MUZ read k!! supposed to amuse. can read when free or stressed. Highly recommended.

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Bought TOTORO stamp pad. Sooo00000oooo CUTE!!!! well recently been helpin parents wif removin the place. major move not done but it'll be soon. coz we movin from bigger place to *much* smaller place, was required to THROW many old stuff away *read: cargo unsold for past 20-30 yrs* so well can expect my father's pain when he'll be throwin away $$...

aiyah~ wat to do? no place... anyway old things dun go new and better stuff dun cum right? hahahha~ but dun you all think tt sometimes throwin away old stuff acts as a form of theraphy? watdaya think?

DustBin

Bought electrical gadget at reasonable px only to find tt at certain angels the LCD screen dun seem to perform as well~ damn!! anyway, took it out for an inspection while at J8 in a phone booth and was feelin damn cheated abt the whole thing until i realised tt i actually dropped the receipt(e thing tt allows me to exchange for a new one) while at the telephone booth!!! ARGH!

FYI, i was alr on the bus on my way home~what to do? rushed all the way back cursing to myself thinkin wat a shitty day it was. well. when i was there the paper was gone!!!
HORROR of HORRORS!!!!!!!!!!

Approached Old Auntie who was there moppin the flr and asked her in a rojak of hokkien and chinese but auntie say nv saw it!!!! ARGH! This time round I am REALLY Traumatised!!!

Dan got this supervisor-in-charge who offered to help me~ Awww~ so sweet of him~~ coz he help me to dig tru the 2 bins that were there and TA-DAH!!!! found it!!! hahahha~ YAY!!! Thank you! think his name was Pan or something~ so shy when i asked for his name he kinda mumbled his name. wanted to write a commendation letter one~ tsk tsk~

Smile

Stole below quiz from fren haha.

oh downloaded msn ver7? hahaha was stealin all those moving emoticons!!! fun fun fun but old comp is like not much memory to take it... sobz...

anyway go try ver7 or is it 7.2? :o)

ZZZzzzz~~

Hoot~

Your Sesshoumaru! you are calm and collected and
you don't show any emotion at all. But inside
we all know you are a softy, it's just a matter
of showing it to everyone else. Be open once in
a while and maybe even date one of your many
fans!

What Inuyasha Character are you?
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Got it from iVillage

Men often believe you're flirting with them even when you're not. Here, Mark Mason explains the ten ways you can unknowingly send out the wrong signal

1. Putting one more kiss at the end of an email than he did. Women are naturally friendly - if flirting is a mountain, they're always walking in the lower foothills. But men want to get to the peak as soon as possible. Your extra 'x' was done without thinking. He assumes you're starting an auction of kisses that will end up with the two of you in bed.

2. Saying you like his shirt. The average man doesn't notice clothes - if you notice his, he'll think it's because you want to see them on your bedroom floor.

3. Asking questions about his girlfriend. You're just being nosy about his love life. He thinks you want a walk-on part in it.

4. Talking about your own relationship problems. You find it easy to discuss these things. Men don't, so he'll imagine that you're auditioning replacements for your boyfriend.

5. Approaching him at a party. Men see starting a conversation as the first stage of seduction. They can't understand why you'd do it just to be friendly.

6. Touching his arm as you talk. Women are more tactile than men - they forget that testosterone can be brought to the boil by the merest brush of a female hand.

7. Teasing him. You're doing it simply because you can, and it amuses you. He sees it as an early phase of the mating ritual.

8. Ignoring a call on your mobile when you're with him. You hit 'divert' because it's your boss and you don't want to talk to her - but the man's ego tells him you're captivated by his witty conversation.

9. Re-applying your make-up. A fresh coat of lip-gloss makes you feel good about yourself. He thinks it's being done to attract him.

10. Dancing with him. It's an Abba record - you'd dance with the nearest hat-stand - but your partner in boogie assumes that you want his body.

Of course, all these are things you might do if you are really flirting. But even if you're not, don't worry too much - wouldn't life be boring if you couldn't laugh at men?

broadband

oooooh~i want broadband~ can't stand the speed of dial up... stupid laptop can't take thumb drive stupid new comp can't take diskettes. ARGH~ kill me. horrible! wanted to re-format laptop but inside got so many nice mp3s of mine i want to keep but can't back-up online coz dial-up too slow and it can't take thumb drive. shit. so ridikulus.

into neopets again... hahaha

The Best Things In Life

What are the best things in life?
-The air we breathe (minus the pollution)
-The ability to talk/move abt freely
-The ability to feel/see/taste/eat sweet things
-Having fresh clean clothes to wear w/o having to wash them(;oP)
-True Frens (people whom we can talk rubbish to, mould us into better ppl and yet at the same time accept for who we are*contridicting huh?)life's full of contridiction

Crap. I love Crapping...haha.

People say I think too much. Do I? How wld I know if I'm thinking too much? I feel tt I am a pessimist. Do you all think too much?

Have you had frens who juz suddenly cease to contact you/even reply to your sms-es/emails?
Sad to say I'm one of those who will cease to contact people/reply to emails/letters. but sometimes is really busy lah. dan will juz slowly drift apart...perhaps i nv really felt close to them?or the other way round.

wud rather ppl contact me to do some catching up. haha. slacker me.

but then again there are those who really take the effort to catch up with you and learn abt wat's been happening in ur life and tries to help you in watever way they can.

do you all feel that at some point in time you feel that you are giving more then you are receiving? and you just feel so tired of being "nice"? "mean" is then way to go gurls!hahaha.

but then again. when someone helps you out, you might not return tt person the favour but you end up helpin ath person and hopefully tt person passes tt favour on...

YAY! oh~ go watch the Quan Yi Feng and Zhen Qing tues match-making show. Very Funny!!!! I Love them! hahaha.

Crap

Who's on the queue for inu?

i know got daniel
cheng you
poh-ly
jing yi
jun ting?
ally?
Who else? Remind me ah~ Auntie is old hahaha
Aiyah~ how which uni to go? woke up ytd feelin down... pms?

Poh-ly's brother (WX) sed NTU was known for it's Biz sch I was like "Serious?!" * first time heard it* anyway according to my sis she sed tt it's prob beoz NTU cud admit more thus more ppl heard of it as compared to NUS. BTW, WX is an accountancy student at SMU. and it seem tt SMU accountancy student are more in demand as compared to SMU's Biz student coz poh-ly's got frens in SMU whose internships tt aren't fanstastic. *sad...

But on the other hand i hate travelling far.
I hate theories.
I hate the fact tt i *think* i can heard the brains ticking from NUS students when I went for the Welcome Tea.
BTW, NUS Biz Sch is beside the Law Sch double stress-ed.

Did not hear much comments from people who study in NTU Biz. Anyone?

I tell you SMU the only thing is the NEW campus lor...

Mother is tempted for me to go into NUS. but the distance.i want a car! a small one so i can park! hhaha joke right pass drivin but can't park for nuts.
Father no comments.
Sister no comments.
Brother non-existant.

I know the next few blog entries will revolved about the unis sorry.

Start admission 3rd may till 6th june.

Me thinking whether i'll miss the experience of hostel life.

No matter which uni i choose i think it wun be a mistake. it juz boils down to what kind of uni life i want. Which is WAT?

I dun even know wat i want. I'm scared. I see the modules offered in NUS and I see theories and cheem stuff all the way. I dunno if i can take it.

Seriously speaking i'm leaning to SMU. but i worried they are all hype and no value.

And i wud want to experience a hostel life minus the distance. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CRY~

Oh~ listen to Vincent~ poh-ly intro this blog tt told of Vincent Van Gogh (spelling?) life story. Interesting... sad~ beautiful picture tt inspired the song.

go find out urself. haha.

Updates so far~

Hey, many things have happened to me during these past few months of "absence" Rather glad that choir stopped temporary so tt I cld concentrate on my work. Like I repeated many times, stupid bozz throw new customer to me on top of the 11 customers tt I am alr handling dan I is faster run~ hahaha~ but reason given is help father to move place+study... true wat~ but my wallet is crying out LOUD!!! *cry* stupid bozz I throw letter on the 5th march, bozz still give me new customer on the 14th march... (-_-")

Somemore this year many 21st birthday... (-_-") wallet double broke~ wahahaha!!!

YTD got acceptance letter from SMU, NUS and NTU.

So stupid, last year NUS and NTU dun accept me. Did not apply for SMU (cause tt time they still req SAT results, then when close addmission they say SAT results NOT complusory but is an adv.)

NTU: Out of radar~coz they did not sound very "polite" in last year's rejection letter anyway they are not tt strong in biz

NUS: Est. Reputation Top 20 in some New York Times thingy. But at today's "Welcome Tea" SCM lecturer told me tt actually got some lects moved over to SMU.

(FYI there was 2 lecturers one from SCM one from mktg) Dan I asked umm~ if some lects moved over to SMU wldn't tt mean tt NUS is actually losing some talented people to SMU? In which the mktg lect replied (or rather something to the effect) "Some of them had to move on cuz they can't make the cut." I was like "Oh~~" thinking to myself ("wah~ very jian4") . but i guess it's like tt lah. NUS have to sell their wares and present only the best right?

NUS also mkt themselves something like SMU whereby the allow cross-disciplinary subjects to be taken by us and we can have 2nd majors.

SMU:So far no news from them except the acceptance letter. hope they can have some form of open hse for us again so i can take a look... wondering for SMU small grp discussions, does it mean that there will be NO lecture notes provided to us at all? just have the case studies and leave us to die... tt's what i'm worried abt.

Aiyah~ work also worry study also worry... but shopping no worries~wahahaha only vitamin M worry.

Aiyah! Enuff of worries! we muz be happy! Let's see where/what life has in store for us. As long as I've tried my best, I have no regrets.

Lavender Moo: You CAN make it! Be Positive. (At least try to be positive~) All the BEST*
Mousy: You too! All the BEST* may you choose the course where you favour most.
ZY: STUDY AH! Nv DIE B4 IZZIT! *SMACK
Choir Members: GAMBATTE!
Myself: Lac Lac~ tryin to take things easy~ (-_-")

How Weird Are You?

Stole it from Mei... ;oP heh heh... too long nv read ppl's blog and nv update my own... lazy me... work is NO fun... I kinda miss school/studyin minus the tests and exams and project... I WANT to get into SMU!!! Wish me luck!!! *crosses fingers* but at the same time I'll try to apply for NUS and NTU as well... hate the application process... lazy lazy lazy...