I want to write something. but wat?

like the title suggests.i want to write something but what?

shld i or shld i not ask/tell? dun like to see ppl behaving this way.
juz completely shut off.
dun bother to listen.
dun bother to try.
worse is dun even bother to reply.
do you know what is the meaning of being rude?
will replying kill you?

sh**.
so many readings and researches and presentations and reports to do.

Anti-Social

hmm~ have been thinkin a bit lately.

sometimes at gatherings i dun talk as much as i used to. was wondering why myself. but i figured tt it's coz at gatherings ppl alr know one ath so they can always self entertain. and i can rest by watchin them or stoning. so i figured tt it's not i dao or anything but i juz want to keep quiet and rest. thinkin of topics to talk abt also makes me tired. ha. not a natural extrovert i guess.

eekz. was going to fall sick since fri 2nd. kept drinkin H2O at ms tay's advice. in the end also went to see chinese doc. bleah.

been listening some stories abt breaking up then patchin then breaking up.
been listening some stories abt attraction but not doing something abt it. (coz i secretly suspect one is attracted to several ppl at the same time although one's refusal to admit or rather it's juz based on my feelings)
been listening some stories abt "shld we get tgt"? ( i wish you all the best)
been listening some stories abt "maybe we shld wait and see". ( i wish you all the best too)
been listening some stories abt unforgotten love. (will time heal all pain?)
been listening some stories abt some baskin in love coz he is chasing her but she herself dunno whether or not to accept him coz she feel he is too good for her. (p.s. so far tt's the most positive story i heard)

why is it always so complicated?
why cant things be simple?
it's all coz of expectations and communication?

listening.mixed signals. or is it mixed coz ppl read too much into it hoping tt it is wat one hopes to be. only to be dashed when one does not perform up to expectations. and only by giving up hope and expectations can one pretend tt nothing has ever happened before. it was only a figment of one's imagination.

looking forward to outing with mei and poh. bye mei in advance for the next 4 years. take good care of yourself and pls pls protect yourself over there.eat well. travel well. rest well.

Nice Song abt Friendship

一个像夏天一个像秋天
第一次见面看你不太顺眼 谁知道後来关系那麽密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天 却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪 我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人後生命全改变 原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信 朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰 你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定 朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心 我离不开Darling更离不开你
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪 我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人後生命全改变 原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信 朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰 你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定 朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心 我离不开Darling更离不开你

你了解我所有对的东西 才常泼我冷水怕我忘记
你知道我所有丢脸的事情 却为我的美好形象冒雨

如果不是你我不会相信 朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰 你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定 朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心 我离不开Darling更离不开你

Blood+

Eeee... catching up on blood+ and any other animes tt i've stopped watchin for some time. watched blood+ until epi 37 le.

Solomon so cute~~ i like. so sad and lonely but he cant do anything abt it. yet he still cares for Saya. awww~~

hols goin to be over so soon! hate sch! argh. 2 more sems to go! and it will be over! YES!
Argh... time really flies. old le old le. bleah.

wah~

lalla am watchin entertainment news now. tdy they got 4 ladies to sing Sandy Lam's songs. nice nice. *hint hint go dl and send me her songs okie? muahahaha!!!! her old songs and new ones all very nice leh. but surprisingly i nv got round to buyin her compliation album b4. sister and her bf goin to watch her performance at the end of this year. if he has to do national service den i get to be the back up. hahahaa~~~~ go listen her "yi ge ren". the tune is from some english song but i dunno the english song name.


hmmm~~ other then dat y i am bloggin now is tt i refuse to read my readings and am tryin to waste time over here. lalala. kk. need to get back to studies. next week got quiz. EEKS!