Things tt I will like to do in celebration of my Bday:
1) Fishing (too ex)
2) Prawning (too ex!!)
3) Kite Flying
4) Watch a 3D movie (tks jing!)
5) Mahjong session (no play $$ one)
6) Sing KTV (tks daff and gw)
tt's all i can think of for now.
But actually i am happy tt i am involved in Project C.A.N. again. Totally worth it. although i did not play a big part. =)
i watched the dark knight few days back. not bad.shld catch it.
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Saturday, November 17, 2007
hmm
when your frens have more faith in you then yourself. isn't it ironic? shouldn't you be the one being sure of your own abilities and strengths? but it is also you, who is most aware of your own weaknesses and fears as well. and when it overpowers you. yucks. haha
Monday, September 24, 2007
long time nv update le
yes long time nv update you le.
been lazy. wld rather think in my mind then to type it out. every time i want to write my thinking. when i put the pen to paper, the tots juz stop flowing. cant trace where it began and where it ended.
been busy with projects.
my last sem. i will miss sch. not the studyin though. thinking of askin father to let me take double major. dunno why. it's like now or never. yet i dun really see the need. it's juz a temp getaway for me.
mei is comin back. so is bao. happy! can see them finally after a few months.
do you ever really feel happy? as in really really happy? or do you think you are happy? or do you behave in such a way coz it's supposed to be this way. most of the time it's juz neutral.
heard a story from father: question in mind. who shld you trust? your long time best fren or your spouse?
thinkin of droppin the mechanical engineering mod i took out of curiosity. being to regret it, esp. when i cldn't do the second tutorial. really felt like droppin the mod (coz i dun need it actually) shld i? shld i not? decisions*3 --> ath phrase came to me mind: you can be scared of it, but dun give up. tt's the thing tt is holdin me back. weird.
been lazy. wld rather think in my mind then to type it out. every time i want to write my thinking. when i put the pen to paper, the tots juz stop flowing. cant trace where it began and where it ended.
been busy with projects.
my last sem. i will miss sch. not the studyin though. thinking of askin father to let me take double major. dunno why. it's like now or never. yet i dun really see the need. it's juz a temp getaway for me.
mei is comin back. so is bao. happy! can see them finally after a few months.
do you ever really feel happy? as in really really happy? or do you think you are happy? or do you behave in such a way coz it's supposed to be this way. most of the time it's juz neutral.
heard a story from father: question in mind. who shld you trust? your long time best fren or your spouse?
thinkin of droppin the mechanical engineering mod i took out of curiosity. being to regret it, esp. when i cldn't do the second tutorial. really felt like droppin the mod (coz i dun need it actually) shld i? shld i not? decisions*3 --> ath phrase came to me mind: you can be scared of it, but dun give up. tt's the thing tt is holdin me back. weird.
Friday, February 23, 2007
I want to write something. but wat?
like the title suggests.i want to write something but what?
shld i or shld i not ask/tell? dun like to see ppl behaving this way.
juz completely shut off.
dun bother to listen.
dun bother to try.
worse is dun even bother to reply.
do you know what is the meaning of being rude?
will replying kill you?
sh**.
so many readings and researches and presentations and reports to do.
shld i or shld i not ask/tell? dun like to see ppl behaving this way.
juz completely shut off.
dun bother to listen.
dun bother to try.
worse is dun even bother to reply.
do you know what is the meaning of being rude?
will replying kill you?
sh**.
so many readings and researches and presentations and reports to do.
Monday, February 05, 2007
Anti-Social
hmm~ have been thinkin a bit lately.
sometimes at gatherings i dun talk as much as i used to. was wondering why myself. but i figured tt it's coz at gatherings ppl alr know one ath so they can always self entertain. and i can rest by watchin them or stoning. so i figured tt it's not i dao or anything but i juz want to keep quiet and rest. thinkin of topics to talk abt also makes me tired. ha. not a natural extrovert i guess.
eekz. was going to fall sick since fri 2nd. kept drinkin H2O at ms tay's advice. in the end also went to see chinese doc. bleah.
been listening some stories abt breaking up then patchin then breaking up.
been listening some stories abt attraction but not doing something abt it. (coz i secretly suspect one is attracted to several ppl at the same time although one's refusal to admit or rather it's juz based on my feelings)
been listening some stories abt "shld we get tgt"? ( i wish you all the best)
been listening some stories abt "maybe we shld wait and see". ( i wish you all the best too)
been listening some stories abt unforgotten love. (will time heal all pain?)
been listening some stories abt some baskin in love coz he is chasing her but she herself dunno whether or not to accept him coz she feel he is too good for her. (p.s. so far tt's the most positive story i heard)
why is it always so complicated?
why cant things be simple?
it's all coz of expectations and communication?
listening.mixed signals. or is it mixed coz ppl read too much into it hoping tt it is wat one hopes to be. only to be dashed when one does not perform up to expectations. and only by giving up hope and expectations can one pretend tt nothing has ever happened before. it was only a figment of one's imagination.
looking forward to outing with mei and poh. bye mei in advance for the next 4 years. take good care of yourself and pls pls protect yourself over there.eat well. travel well. rest well.
sometimes at gatherings i dun talk as much as i used to. was wondering why myself. but i figured tt it's coz at gatherings ppl alr know one ath so they can always self entertain. and i can rest by watchin them or stoning. so i figured tt it's not i dao or anything but i juz want to keep quiet and rest. thinkin of topics to talk abt also makes me tired. ha. not a natural extrovert i guess.
eekz. was going to fall sick since fri 2nd. kept drinkin H2O at ms tay's advice. in the end also went to see chinese doc. bleah.
been listening some stories abt breaking up then patchin then breaking up.
been listening some stories abt attraction but not doing something abt it. (coz i secretly suspect one is attracted to several ppl at the same time although one's refusal to admit or rather it's juz based on my feelings)
been listening some stories abt "shld we get tgt"? ( i wish you all the best)
been listening some stories abt "maybe we shld wait and see". ( i wish you all the best too)
been listening some stories abt unforgotten love. (will time heal all pain?)
been listening some stories abt some baskin in love coz he is chasing her but she herself dunno whether or not to accept him coz she feel he is too good for her. (p.s. so far tt's the most positive story i heard)
why is it always so complicated?
why cant things be simple?
it's all coz of expectations and communication?
listening.mixed signals. or is it mixed coz ppl read too much into it hoping tt it is wat one hopes to be. only to be dashed when one does not perform up to expectations. and only by giving up hope and expectations can one pretend tt nothing has ever happened before. it was only a figment of one's imagination.
looking forward to outing with mei and poh. bye mei in advance for the next 4 years. take good care of yourself and pls pls protect yourself over there.eat well. travel well. rest well.
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