27th July 2008

wow. ytd was my bday. spent the last 2 days (26th and 27th) helpin out at Project C.A.N. as a driver.

Did not really help much coz i realised tt when i have not enuff slp, the next day i will STONE. BIG TIme. tt's right. i stone on my bday for the first half of the day. ppl ask me why my face black black. but it's coz i dun have enuff slp. plus the fact tt i hit a lady's hyundai when i was reversing. and although there was no damage done and it was also partially her fault to do a illegal U-turn on a double white line, i sed "i am very sorry" to her. Jing was with me. and when i asked for her opinion after the matter was settled, she sed i shld not have sed "sorry" since both she and myself was wrong in the first place. well, it sure spoilt my slp for tt night.

So the next day i was a bit bad mood and i stoned. i was feelin indifferent. tt's bad. choo min was the first person to ask if it was my bday ytd. but we had to start handling the public. so nv say much also. TC then tried to cheer me up, i guess. by writing "Happy Birthday LuoBing" on Box 8. and drawing a pig with a cross on it to indicate halal food. shld have taken a picture to show.

then after tt when i was folding plastic bags with terence, TC hit upon the idea of throwing plastic bags towards me and for every plastic bag he will sing "happy birthday to you", sometimes sounding like a broken record. at least it made me laugh. actually i felt quite bad to show black face. then i was tellin him, dun be surprised if later you all give me a surprise (which is to sing happybday to me before the stroke of 12 midnight 28th and a quaint lil present prepared by li xian) and i dun look surprise.

paiseh to have the OC sing happy bday. =S

am amused by foxy tunes till now.
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Now playing: Jason Mraz - Love for a Child
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Bday!!

Things tt I will like to do in celebration of my Bday:
1) Fishing (too ex)
2) Prawning (too ex!!)
3) Kite Flying
4) Watch a 3D movie (tks jing!)
5) Mahjong session (no play $$ one)
6) Sing KTV (tks daff and gw)

tt's all i can think of for now.

But actually i am happy tt i am involved in Project C.A.N. again. Totally worth it. although i did not play a big part. =)

i watched the dark knight few days back. not bad.shld catch it.

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Now playing: 伍家辉 - Track 3
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Now playing: Matsutani Suguru - Ga-n!
via FoxyTunes

hmm

when your frens have more faith in you then yourself. isn't it ironic? shouldn't you be the one being sure of your own abilities and strengths? but it is also you, who is most aware of your own weaknesses and fears as well. and when it overpowers you. yucks. haha

long time nv update le

yes long time nv update you le.

been lazy. wld rather think in my mind then to type it out. every time i want to write my thinking. when i put the pen to paper, the tots juz stop flowing. cant trace where it began and where it ended.

been busy with projects.

my last sem. i will miss sch. not the studyin though. thinking of askin father to let me take double major. dunno why. it's like now or never. yet i dun really see the need. it's juz a temp getaway for me.

mei is comin back. so is bao. happy! can see them finally after a few months.

do you ever really feel happy? as in really really happy? or do you think you are happy? or do you behave in such a way coz it's supposed to be this way. most of the time it's juz neutral.

heard a story from father: question in mind. who shld you trust? your long time best fren or your spouse?

thinkin of droppin the mechanical engineering mod i took out of curiosity. being to regret it, esp. when i cldn't do the second tutorial. really felt like droppin the mod (coz i dun need it actually) shld i? shld i not? decisions*3 --> ath phrase came to me mind: you can be scared of it, but dun give up. tt's the thing tt is holdin me back. weird.

I want to write something. but wat?

like the title suggests.i want to write something but what?

shld i or shld i not ask/tell? dun like to see ppl behaving this way.
juz completely shut off.
dun bother to listen.
dun bother to try.
worse is dun even bother to reply.
do you know what is the meaning of being rude?
will replying kill you?

sh**.
so many readings and researches and presentations and reports to do.