hmmm~ in her shoes?

I carry your heart with meLove Poem by e. e. cummings

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fearno fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the budand the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Announcement

In an announcement earlier tonight, Dr Luo Bing announced a significant breakthrough in the research for a cure for fever. She discovered that "8 Gua" or more commonly known as gossip, actually makes a patient more energetic and alleviate the symptoms of fever.

When conducting the bedside tests, Dr Luo Bing actually experimented on herself and achieved positive. Such self-sacrificial spirit is indeed laudable.

Courtesy of JK. Posted on my friendster testi.

bored

wah~ sch's started. no mood to study still!!! HOW HOW HOW! shit. mood to study fastly come. at sch now and waitin for 12pm to come so tt i can line up and get the $5 movie tix for geisha. there was a notice at the bizad club tt says " due to overwhelmin response, each person is only entitled to max of 5 tix (with 5 matric cards)" haha. i've got 5 matric cards exactly. heng nv ask too many ppl along. Bleah.been here since 9am plus. frens think tt i'm MAD to come to sch so early for the tix. haha. after thinkin it thru. yup. i guess so. but too bad, i'm here alr. haha. and i really hate to disappoint my frens coz they matter to me and i try to keep my promises whenever possible.

was complainin to zy abt the lady who owned hl $$. and zy was tellin me tt she too will shy away from ppl who attempts to make use of her. according to her, the highest form of "makin use" is when the person he/she is UN aware tt you are makin use of them. well, tt's really an advance art to master if you ask me.

but i was juzt thinkin wat exactly defines the word "frens"? ppl whom you can pour your heart out too? ppl who gives you advice when you need it? ppl who comes to your help when you ask for it? to me the last part seems a bit of makin use of them alr. i think sometimes your frens do know tt you are makin use of them. it's juzt tt they are your frens and they value the frenship too much to bother to "ji jiao" with you when you ask them to do stuff for you/ borrow stuff from them. but it does not mean tt i can make take it for granted. do you? i'm weird. i wld rather ppl owe me favours (and sometimes i feel sore abt it) rather then they owe me favours. hahaha. let's juz say i will try to forgive. but i wun forget. LEO's personality bah. bleah.

was readin lavender's blog,zy's and zhong hao's. lavender's and zy's blog i can't open at home so was readin in sch. zhong hao's i seldom read. so was readin it in sch too. hmmm~~~ i can identify with some of the stuff he said. interestin. was readin lavender's one. realised tt i've kinda missed so many entries (and all the while i was thinkin she is too busy to bother to write in her blog). ZY's hahaha~ my fren who was seatin beside me commented tt your jimmy liao's layout looks damn cool and nice. *beams

different ppl open up to different ppl. who do you open up to?

sianz. now only 10:20am~ still got 1 hour plus.bleah.

Mean Mode

hl sms-ed me to tell me tt someone still haben paid her back for my 21st birthday present. damn pissed with tt girl. coz it's not like she has no money to pay hl back. i've actually asked the girl (when she was workin durin the hols) if she was workin to pay for her sch fees or stuff. but she sed "no" dan i asked how much was she earnin per hour. $7.5 seems quite fine right?! well! dan pay hl lah! owe hl for almost like 8 mths alr?!?!?! and everytime hl asked her for it she'll juz reply tt she'll pay she'll pay but WHEN?! damn shitty lah. i hate this kind of attitude. why dun she juz repay hl the money? if you did not want to share in my present juz tell hl. (i wonder y hl asked her to share in my present in the first place *ponders*)

anyway, whenever tt girl msn me i'll try not to reply her/keep my msg short and sweet. hate hate hate hate her attitude. i really feel like askin her myself when does she intends to pay hl back. but i dunno if it is a good thing to do so.

rain rain rain~ these few days keep raining. sometimes nice sometimes makes me feel restricted coz can't go out and jog/swim. sch juz started on sat (make-up lects) coz tue is public hol. v nice of jk to lend me his books. can save $$. looking for Managerial a/c book. i'm bored. entertain me.

been mean ever since i came into uni. kept suanin ppl. happily thinkin that they'll be able to take it since they are guys. bleah. dunno why. but was thinkin it'll be pretty boring if i dun suan ppl coz i'll keep all quiet for fear of hurtin their feelings? yet after i suan-ed them alr, i'm worried tt i'll really hurt their feelings. ARGH! the irony of it all. realised tt i was more tactful when i was in poly. not now. i've kinda changed. i can't stand myself some times too. bleah. zy advised me to be more tactful. poh poh too. i have to make a more consious effort to do tt. bleah. i'll keep my mouth shut. silence shall reign over my kingdom for now.

mean mode.buzz off.