Mean Mode

hl sms-ed me to tell me tt someone still haben paid her back for my 21st birthday present. damn pissed with tt girl. coz it's not like she has no money to pay hl back. i've actually asked the girl (when she was workin durin the hols) if she was workin to pay for her sch fees or stuff. but she sed "no" dan i asked how much was she earnin per hour. $7.5 seems quite fine right?! well! dan pay hl lah! owe hl for almost like 8 mths alr?!?!?! and everytime hl asked her for it she'll juz reply tt she'll pay she'll pay but WHEN?! damn shitty lah. i hate this kind of attitude. why dun she juz repay hl the money? if you did not want to share in my present juz tell hl. (i wonder y hl asked her to share in my present in the first place *ponders*)

anyway, whenever tt girl msn me i'll try not to reply her/keep my msg short and sweet. hate hate hate hate her attitude. i really feel like askin her myself when does she intends to pay hl back. but i dunno if it is a good thing to do so.

rain rain rain~ these few days keep raining. sometimes nice sometimes makes me feel restricted coz can't go out and jog/swim. sch juz started on sat (make-up lects) coz tue is public hol. v nice of jk to lend me his books. can save $$. looking for Managerial a/c book. i'm bored. entertain me.

been mean ever since i came into uni. kept suanin ppl. happily thinkin that they'll be able to take it since they are guys. bleah. dunno why. but was thinkin it'll be pretty boring if i dun suan ppl coz i'll keep all quiet for fear of hurtin their feelings? yet after i suan-ed them alr, i'm worried tt i'll really hurt their feelings. ARGH! the irony of it all. realised tt i was more tactful when i was in poly. not now. i've kinda changed. i can't stand myself some times too. bleah. zy advised me to be more tactful. poh poh too. i have to make a more consious effort to do tt. bleah. i'll keep my mouth shut. silence shall reign over my kingdom for now.

mean mode.buzz off.