bored

wah~ sch's started. no mood to study still!!! HOW HOW HOW! shit. mood to study fastly come. at sch now and waitin for 12pm to come so tt i can line up and get the $5 movie tix for geisha. there was a notice at the bizad club tt says " due to overwhelmin response, each person is only entitled to max of 5 tix (with 5 matric cards)" haha. i've got 5 matric cards exactly. heng nv ask too many ppl along. Bleah.been here since 9am plus. frens think tt i'm MAD to come to sch so early for the tix. haha. after thinkin it thru. yup. i guess so. but too bad, i'm here alr. haha. and i really hate to disappoint my frens coz they matter to me and i try to keep my promises whenever possible.

was complainin to zy abt the lady who owned hl $$. and zy was tellin me tt she too will shy away from ppl who attempts to make use of her. according to her, the highest form of "makin use" is when the person he/she is UN aware tt you are makin use of them. well, tt's really an advance art to master if you ask me.

but i was juzt thinkin wat exactly defines the word "frens"? ppl whom you can pour your heart out too? ppl who gives you advice when you need it? ppl who comes to your help when you ask for it? to me the last part seems a bit of makin use of them alr. i think sometimes your frens do know tt you are makin use of them. it's juzt tt they are your frens and they value the frenship too much to bother to "ji jiao" with you when you ask them to do stuff for you/ borrow stuff from them. but it does not mean tt i can make take it for granted. do you? i'm weird. i wld rather ppl owe me favours (and sometimes i feel sore abt it) rather then they owe me favours. hahaha. let's juz say i will try to forgive. but i wun forget. LEO's personality bah. bleah.

was readin lavender's blog,zy's and zhong hao's. lavender's and zy's blog i can't open at home so was readin in sch. zhong hao's i seldom read. so was readin it in sch too. hmmm~~~ i can identify with some of the stuff he said. interestin. was readin lavender's one. realised tt i've kinda missed so many entries (and all the while i was thinkin she is too busy to bother to write in her blog). ZY's hahaha~ my fren who was seatin beside me commented tt your jimmy liao's layout looks damn cool and nice. *beams

different ppl open up to different ppl. who do you open up to?

sianz. now only 10:20am~ still got 1 hour plus.bleah.