I'm Tired

I'm tired. My head was throbbing and I still feel rather unhappy and uneasy abt turnin down the job offer. I felt like I let them down. Did I?

Today Serene asked if I'm goin for the briefin. Yes. I am. I asked her to go too coz I believe if we dun go, we'll regret it. Will you, Serene? Was it worth it when I turned down the job offer? I dunno...I need support for the decision. But I'm not convinced myself.

SNAP OUT OF IT! *Smack Smack*

10:27pm:

Got this sms from a fren while editin this post.

"next time you are upset, remember it's not so much people who make you angry, as your thoughts about them. whatever thoughts are causin you pain, they are only thoughts. You can change a thought. happiness is a daily decision."